Jump

And Jumps

She's sitting in class watching it rain, She wants to let go of all her pain. Not even cutting can heal her now, It doesn't take away the question of how... How does it feel to actually be happy? All she feels now is...crappy. She needs more help, But she won't tell. She can't stand knowing you loved her best friend, She wants all those thoughts to end. She can't take her parents screaming, She wants to wake up and know she's dreaming. They say their there, But when she needs them...they don't care. You don't know how she feels, Or even how cutting can be a thrill. She doesn't want you to understand, She doens't want you to feel like she can. She loves you to much... But how does she get rid of that one last touch? She can't feel any worse than she does today, Now there's nothing you can say. She's got it all planned out, She can already hear everyone shout. The bell rings, An angel sees. She goes to the roof of the school, How could you be such a fool? She has written you a letter, Hoping to make it all better. She looks over the ledge looking down, There is no one around. A tear falls from her face, Know she can't find a safe place. She bites her lip, Takes one more step...